New Year 2013

三年，壹千多个日子就这么的过去了。我想或许该是时候放手，不再期待我所想要的结果吧。因为我实在看不到将会有一个美丽的结果。在这三年里，我笑过，我哭过，也好多次的告诉我自己要放下，要向前迈进。然而，我还是紧紧地期待奇迹出现。我很清楚是之前过多的忧虑，过多的犹疑，过多的害怕让我不敢有所行动。或许是该怪我太不听话，太不能妥协吧。

今天，我还在期待奇迹出现吗？我明白过去的错误 ，也在慢慢的改变我自己。然而，是否有第二个机会呢？想想，或许是 神有了时间表吧。就在新的一年里，我能做的是尽能力也更有智慧的装备好我自己，并耐心的等待那一天的到来。只有继续交托仰望 神的安排及带领。

Damages

My next door neighbour is having a major renovation to their house and my guest room gets the effect due to the water seeping through the floor. The room parquet 'stood-up' to show their progressive protest and the mold shows their design on the room wall, book cabinet and kitchen's ceiling.

Thank God, the contractor and my neighbour came over to have a look at it and agreed to repair the damage.

All this give me a headache because i have to take leave to repair my guest room and kitchen. Right now, I can't do anything because the floor is still wet. The worst part is Chinese New Year (CNY) is near the corner and i won't be able to correct it. Sigh, meaning i have to wait until CNY is over. 

 kitchen's ceiling

 guest room

 studying corner, 31 Dec 2012 

 room wall, 5 jan 2013